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Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Not quite where I want to be....but close
This week i will be moving, not quite where I want but better than where I am. I plan in 14 months (which is after the lease is up at the new apartment) to move into my dream apartment. My dream apartment is about $10 more then the place we're moving to. which is fine. plus it has hard wood floors in the foryer, kitchen , and laundry room. biege carpet through out the rest and tile in the bath room. They were giving us an awesome deal, but we were afraid our credit was quite where it should be. To make a long story short I will be taking these next 14 months to buld my credit, then buy a new car , and move into the dream apartment!
7 Months 28 Days
I sit here with so many plans deep inside I am about to burst. Moving in 2 days, starting a CNA program in a month, and all while being an full time student at My local community college. here i am 20 yrs. old, and most would say i have so much life ahead of me, and enjoy now and plan for later. I am not where i want to be, eventhough I am clearly heading in that direction. i want a career where i am making tons of money (yeah it might sound shallow, but it's what I want). I want a hobby that keeps me happy, and can always calm me. I want a lifestyle full of fun, love, and happieness. I want to make my mark on the world, and enjoy moments as though their my last.
Because I am not where I want to be, I will be making my transformation starting now...
Transformation:
Why did I pick January 28, 2011, because that will be my 21st bday. i don't want to look back on my 20's with complete regret, for not being who I want to be. I lost myself these last 2yrs. I have been little by little taken it all back. I gained at least 70 lbs in the last year. Did not attend college, nor did I keep a job. I let my fiance take care of my in more ways than one, and wrap my whole world around him. I became a bitter, and angry person. The things I once loved and adored in myself I let slip right through my fingers. I became the person I despised and would want nothing to do with.
July 1st will be the beginning of my journey to a new and better me.I will keep monthly vlogs on youtube on my journey and progress. I will keep weekly updates on my blog. I will show my weight loss and hair growth progress. I will also show the changes in my lifestyle at the end of my 7 month 28 days. I will post my final progress update on january 27, 2011. I will love to inspire those who are feeling down and in need of a change. Join me on my change and journey. Lets all see the difference from now to then.
Because I am not where I want to be, I will be making my transformation starting now...
Transformation:
- lose a 140 lbs
- reach bra strap length w/hair growth
- re-invent ware drob
- build a bigger fan base on youtube
- save 5,000
- complete CNA program
- work as CNA
- 7 months 28 days
Why did I pick January 28, 2011, because that will be my 21st bday. i don't want to look back on my 20's with complete regret, for not being who I want to be. I lost myself these last 2yrs. I have been little by little taken it all back. I gained at least 70 lbs in the last year. Did not attend college, nor did I keep a job. I let my fiance take care of my in more ways than one, and wrap my whole world around him. I became a bitter, and angry person. The things I once loved and adored in myself I let slip right through my fingers. I became the person I despised and would want nothing to do with.
July 1st will be the beginning of my journey to a new and better me.I will keep monthly vlogs on youtube on my journey and progress. I will keep weekly updates on my blog. I will show my weight loss and hair growth progress. I will also show the changes in my lifestyle at the end of my 7 month 28 days. I will post my final progress update on january 27, 2011. I will love to inspire those who are feeling down and in need of a change. Join me on my change and journey. Lets all see the difference from now to then.
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