7 Months 28 Days

         I sit here with so many plans deep inside I am about to burst. Moving in 2 days, starting a CNA program in a month, and all while being an full time student at My local community college. here i am 20 yrs. old, and most would say i have so much life ahead of me, and enjoy now and plan for later. I am not where i want to be, eventhough I am clearly heading in that direction. i want a  career where i am making tons of money (yeah it might sound shallow, but it's what I want). I want a hobby that keeps me happy, and can always calm me. I want a lifestyle full of fun, love, and happieness. I want to make my mark on the world, and enjoy moments as though their my last.

         Because I am not where I want to be, I will be making my transformation starting now...

                  Transformation:

•  lose a 140 lbs
• reach bra strap length w/hair growth
• re-invent ware drob
• build a bigger fan base on youtube
• save 5,000
• complete CNA program
• work as CNA

       Deadline: January, 28 2011

• 7 months 28 days

Why did I pick January 28, 2011, because that will be my 21st bday. i don't want to look back on my 20's with complete regret, for not being who I want to be. I lost myself these last 2yrs. I have been little by little taken it all back. I gained at least 70 lbs in the last year. Did not attend college, nor did I keep a job. I let my fiance take care of my in more ways than one, and wrap my whole world around him. I became a bitter, and angry person. The things I once loved and adored in myself I let slip right through my fingers. I became the person I despised and would want nothing to do with.


July 1st will be the beginning of my journey to a new and better me.I will keep monthly vlogs on youtube on my journey and progress. I will keep weekly updates on my blog. I will show my weight loss and hair growth progress. I will also show the changes in my lifestyle at the end of my 7 month 28 days. I will post my final progress update on january 27, 2011. I will love to inspire those who are feeling down and in need of a change. Join me on my change and journey.  Lets all see the difference from now to then.